yeah, am bloggin twice.. cause i simply had too much to say

it was lucky that the r/s doesnt last like years if not, it would be a different me now.., jus came back from jurong hill with meisin and eric.. gosh.. meisin got high and ... ya.. ??
we bought beers and vodka ( vodka simply suxs) up there, meisin thought i can live on vodka.. duhzz... NO.. diao.. we gotta know a few malays young punk over there, admire their stamina for cycling till jurong hill there.. duhz.. and so coincident i saw jason.. adriano's best buddy i supposed.. woah, he slim down alot.. haha.. and he called up adriano who was in Macau now.. duhz.. their friendship was really great i supposed till long distance call.. hahah.. back to the drinking session.. i've been drinking these few days.. jus to make my sadness goes off.. cause once i reach home.. i can fall asleep almost immediately! hrm.. we finished up tat btl and beer too.. and admire for myself still able to type that much.. omg.. y i doesnt have any siblings????? i wanted to share my thoughts and feelings to someone.. just that someone.. now i finally understand why i can fall for someone tat much, despite long or short term r/s.. cause i will confide my everything to him.. and i rely on him too much.. so when suddenly i lost him.. i felt ..like losing an arm.. but.. i've been thinking.. why am i doing all this for.. not worth nor i gained anything ... i lose to myself eventually.. he wont be broading over this at all.. i'm directing and acting all this by myself.. huixing.. y r u so stupid.. when ya sad, u can always blog ma.. need not to confide to that someone for all u know tat, tat someone wont be forever..
u See.. a relationship is very troublesome.. i knew i aint that sad.. if not i wont be typing all this stuff.. duhz.. i'm tired.. nitez Mr blog~! lol

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