Self Shiok.. he taught me that..

A) villies, why are u loggin in again?
B) orh.. find no fren to share my so-called sorrow lor
A) walao.. go slp la.. think wad? concentrate ur studies k...
B) yeah.. i wish i could..
A) what up? y so sad??
B) peng.. u know me well.. other den $ and r/s.. what else?
A) walao.. this century u still finding TRUE love erh???? wake up la...
B) yeah.. i still believes in.. ha.. sometimes i'm awake.. but times.. i'm still ponder over it.. well.. guess.. i'm a idiot..
A) wa.. rare ley.. but.. i admire ur spirit.. but.. same time.. wake up la.. takes two hand to clap.. u can hope,yearn,beg,cry,die.. but don expect anything in return.. now u finally tried this type of feeling rite.. song bo..
B) ya.. i wish i'm in the song boh situation.. but.. my heart aches more.. duno y.. my heart position is.. now like in my intestine.. i'm feeling regret too..
A) regret? ??? regret wad??
B) shit u la.. oops.. sorry fer being offensive.. but i mean it :p
regret ar.. look.. i shouldnt have find him that nite to say out all my feelings lor.. its like a confession + ending up this r/s package..
look.. now pple don bother no more.. i end up suffering this myself sia.. sad i alone.. cry i alone.. depress i alone... also consider package la...
A) walao.. u confess to a guy? i knew u fer so fucking long.. din know ur character got include this shit man...pls la.. this is not u k.. stop acting like a kid k..ur just merely making a fool of urself..get a life.. things out there are just more worth doing than this type of things.. for e.g cheong part time.. after part time u got $.. $ u can have lotsa of things.. that can simply make u happy... rite?
B) nono.. $ cant buy my thoughts.. $ cant stop my thoughts.. i'm not acting a kid here.. pls.. every people tends to have a naive side of theirs ok.. no matter how mature that person is.. i long for a real steady one.. but we just met at wrong time.. well.. he jus broke off with his ex.. what's one mth compare to 2 yrs 4 mth? pls la.. i know my market value of his.. i'm trying to make everything settled.. i know he is troubled and stress.. and trying to make this relationship works.. .. but it hurts me alot.. to see him like that.. so i thought this confession thingy will stop both of us contacting each other... well.. for the time being.. it really stops us from contacting.. and he's busy with his dota too.. and work..
A) if u really love someone.. let him have his way.. once again.. wads urs will be urs.. look.. MRT stops at every station everyday, giving u choices of wher to go.. its the destination that counts..
B) diaoz... wad a poor example.. lol..ok la.. i got wad u mean.. i will try k.. but bo bao ar.. aiayh.. but i really like him la.. knn.. den how..
A) ar.. den no choice lor.. since u like to wait.. den wait lor.. wait till bush resign his president post lor.. k.. slowly ar.. no rush..wait till mango tree turn durian tree la.. better.. at least u wait ler u still gt fruits to eat..
B) eh.. thanks ar.. damn appreciate it lor..but.. i'm feeling much more better.. not as uptight..
A) eh.. jus curious la.. wad u like bout him ar..? share laaaaa...
B) huh.. walao.. pple just say i not that uptight feelings anymore...u want to rake it up again.. k la..
he's childish+mature.. really MCP.. male chauvinist pig .. he like to tease me alot.. call my auntie.. den constantly reminding me don smoke too much.. when out with him, smoke must ask his permission.. he knows the way to handle me.. thats wad i really like.. is not that i like to being tied down by bf.. but.. i really need someone to keep my life in order.. ya.. he's really cheeky..and blar blar damn lot of things to mention.... erm.. ya.. maybe thats all bout the idea of not missing him out in my life..
A) see la.. do wad toot confession la.. pple already say gif time to build on tis r/s.. den.. wad fark u done sia..
B) walao.. i'm really feeling wierd lor.. is like we communicate like couples.. but we are not infact.. sigh.. is like half cold half hot feeling.. [bua sio leng] duhz...
A) wa.. lame.. lol.. 0k..but wadever it is.. jus accept it.. reeeemember.. trust yourself,capture,grab hold.. don let go.. let go only if u feel its dangerous.. its simple.. but most pple cant potrait it out in real life.. including me.. :)
B) k la.. i go zzz ler.. tml is my exams week.. i feeling damn shiok lor.. cause i haven start study..
A) kk.. u slp early too la.. pls differentiate things at times.. learn to balance ur life out.. no wonder u overweight...
B) pls leh.. i slim down liao hor.. knn.. lol.. /me proud..
hao le la.. i end here la...

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