Got back in jurong around 745pm.. my dad apply for leave from the hospital..meaning.. charges still goes on.. but he haf to be back in NUH by tml 8AM.. i got sha villa at 11-7pm.. i guess i be Nuh ard 8 plus.. feeling rather stress up.. lucky it is school attachment.. if not.. studying in sch makes me gonna worry for the examination too.. and as fer these thou will be quite tired..but worth thou.. i'm feeling okay.. feeling being up and down.. i had dinner wif my dad just now.. no appetite still... he says he got no taste to food anymore... i asked doctor.. Doc said it might be bcoz of his sickness or no mood fer consuming anything...
Bout the report which the doc told me & my mum was .. he cant get operation anymore bcoz of his lump is getting bigger... he can only rely on Chemo/Radio therapy or pills wise to control or reduce.. as fer further info.. the doc currently in charge of my dad can reveal more cause tml when my dad's back in NUH, my dad will be hand over to the chemo/radio theraphy doctor incharge.. so he could further reveal more to me and mum. Compared to 1st few days.. i'm much more better.. i gonna go thru all the things wif my father.. nothings more impt than him... sigh.. each day and day i'm praying tml and tml and tml further will be more and more better.. i hope i will not get disappointed.. he look sad or i can say depress just now when he was alone at living room.. he lit up a ciggy.. smokes so anxiously ... his eyes tells me that he dowan to be alone..

i love u papa..