today i reached bout 1030am.. abit late.. i slp at 5.. tossing and turning.. worried for today.. i'm feeling more and more fed up... cb doctor say only will be admitted one or two days..ending up 3 days.. or maybe tml he gonna gif more fuck up reason to make my dad stayed for few more days.. ya i come back again to this subj later part of the blog..
Today i'm feeling good.. thou i haf not enuf sleep... but eunice and richie came down.. as eunice is PM shift today she gotta leave at 210pm to rush back to sha villa.. hrm.. i duno why maybe ger see ger i tends to let down all my feelings to her.. i cried.. i confide to her telling how much i care.. how lost m i.. she understands.. den after she left.. richie came bout dinner time.. bout... 445pm or 5pm...we head for dinner den.. at that time i'm feeling even more better...cause i got concerns.. i'm not alone.. both of dem haf to cook up stories on why dey are at NUH lor.. well.. i lied to my dad cause i dowan him to think that got pple to visit him.. he might be unhappy.. but.. adult is adult 1 la.. surely know 1.. but again.. yesterday night's fear haf transferred to tonight.. meaning i gotta worried fer tml Liver X-Ray.. today he just got the Chest X-Ray done..
My dad was really bored.. he called up early and ask us not to go visit him as he is coming back home today by himself... but i guess he din listen properly to the nurses.. alright.. let's define.. even my dad is out of ward today.. his ward expenses will still be charge according.. lame.. i'm working at 8pm tml at SS.. my dad insist tat i can come only after 3pm.. as he wanted me to rest more.. hrm.. i agree.. tml he's having his Liver X-ray at 930am.. Hopes everything go smooth and fine.. :)
I gotta slp now.. bought HL milk to bring me to slp... hope tat helps..
I love u.. papa