Dad i love you

I never knew how much time i haf been absent from my dad.. thou he may wanting to find someone to talk to.. or find someone to nag too.. i were never there.. i shouldnt haf spent all of my times outside without thinking how are thinking right now.. maybe a hospital visit.. a simple phone call.. will make u haf a happy day.. u made me realised what's impt and what's not.. seeing u now lying in ward and waiting for yur check up report makes me so tense up that i wish i can exchange position with you.. i really pray that nothing serious will happen.. i duno why my mind kept remembering what the doc haf said..my mind was totally blank.. u put on brave front infront of me..kept asking me to go home and times of assuring me that u be alrite.. dad..u r not strong... dad u r not brave.. dad.. u wana cry.. or maybe u r tearing now.. i wouldnt haf know...seeing u kept remindin me how u treat me as yur real blood daughter thou i'm not.. bringin me sg is not easy thing.. u raise me up like i'm yur real daughter.. tis really touch me .. so i don dare to fight or talk back when u nag at me.. i duno why the image of when i'm still a child kept flashing my mind each time i sees u.. u r really great.. i did things tat made u totally disappointed in me when i was 13 yrs old... i shouted at u so loudly that u r just my foster father..wad makes u haf the position to scold me.. after this matter.. i cannot forget wad i haf said..thousands of apologies will only remind u how much i have hurt u in the past... i really cannot afford to lose you.. maybe my life will turn upside down..

Villies down..