Just woke up.. listening to Jolin_-_Tian_Kong..
Feeling bit down.. maybe i had bad dream... or.. duno...
my parents just came back from Polyclinic..i prayed hard everything is fine... but.. my dad was refer to Nuh hospital ... my mum told me he had a lump at his liver..... he dint reveal much info bout his health to me.. well..maybe he doesn't want me to worry ... but.. deep down in my heart.. is sanking.. .. i really love my father alot.. he done more den a father role.. things all started to change when i was 13 yrs old.. .. and made my parents running up and down..especially my dad.. he sprained his leg which tis incident i can never forget.. as time goes by.. me and him like drift apart.. our everyday conversation turns into few weeks once.. and if we ever had breakfast together is in silence.. but looking at him.. makes my heart turns jelly.. thou he is strong infront.. but.. he gave me a feeling that i really wanted to take good care of him.. i wanted to work and chip in money in this family... sigh.. i wonder what m i doing outside always.. for now i just wana tk more time and accompany him.. maybe is his sickness that made me really wanted to give and treasure him .. i know i no money.. but time is all i can give now.. be it in silence or talking.. i don mind.. i truly hope that tml will be okay..

VILLIES DOWN..