My off =)

my friend just passed me box of Royce chocolate.. i dint know any other brand of chocolate nicer den Godiva.. well.. tat box which my friend bought was dark chocolate, my fave.. so happy... chocolate really can make a person feel happy huh.. y ar.. y must eat expensive chocolate.. eat sugar also can rite..since its cheaper.. =) after meeting my friend... sat down for lunch at my hse downstair la.. dint wanted to go far also.. cause i was really sleepy... imagine my eyes was 1 big 1 small..sigh...and went home after the quick lunch.. cause gotta attend my colleague's bday..

Erm...collegue's bday?? what m i doing at home at this hr?? lol.. ok.. its my fault.. i stood up my colleague cause when he say gotta wait till his friend send his gf go home den meet up.. like tat wad time le... damn..

In the end.. i met up wif dervin and had dinner at sakura nearby his hse.. den couldnt decide where to go after the dinner.. and came up this idea of going jurong hill since he haven been there before.. woot.. the last time i've been there is like... last yr de nov??
i dint thought of meeting him after i send him msg in msn.. i thot he was still online.. in the end it ended up a offline msg.. and after we met, he told me he jus read the offline msg this noon when he got home from work...den i say Stop... dont mention the offline msg again.. i was quite paisey..
look... he was a guy i chose to gave up a yr ago.. the offline msg was.. " wan an, wana tell u i miss u..fate always twist and turn.. by the time i realised, u were already someone else's..din blame anyone but myself, told myself not to meet u again..cause when we meet, it was supposed to be happy.. but i turned out thinkin alot.."
He's giving me the feeling like he doesnt know what he wants.. same time he can tell me tat his feeling for me is still there.. and i asked back... how bout ur gf den.. dont u felt bad bout it.. like if she isnt serious bout u.. why would she spent tis 1 yr wif u.. and he jus said..u wont understand what she did outside..alright..i dint wanted to know much or meddle much bout he and his gf.. is rather contridicting...but still.. i felt comfortable when meeting him.. u know.. i'm quite contented the way we are now...no commitments.. anyway i got no time fer commitments too.. but if he's sgl.. i will initiate.. =) after so long.. like 1 yr plus din met up.. this few times we met up..he really change alot.. as in his attitude.. good fer him..

i'll try to update my blog , i received ur msg, do u know who u r? =)