from strangers to lovers, lovers to stranger.. this is wad i read from jas blog. i haven been reading her blog since a few mths ago..

yday u called me up.. we chatted awhile.. and i asked u go slp early as today is ur car tp.
i told myself to give u up.. really.. all while.. is i, myself have been so afraid.. i duno wad i'm afraid off.. i wana to see u.. i wanted to talk to you so much.. i wanted be by ur side to stand by u.. whatever problems u have.. i really at my wits end.. i'm sad.. down.. i din know how to handle a r/s.. y must everytihng end wif tears.. u called me up just because u cant slp.. u say u call again today.. can u don like that.. its making me crazy.. i hate.. i detest.. this kinda feeling.. y others can so strong.. y i cant.. if tonight u call.. i wont pick up.... tears are really rolling as i type all this.. i'm alone.. really alone..