Am i too late to read up ur blog? i went to my favourite and suddenly i thot of u.. maybe i should go find out how's ur life lately. i don have e courage to talk to u. ya.. lucky it did not belong to archive yet.. i scroll down.. and i saw my name.
i din blame anyone for saying i'm gonna quit sch.. development workshop.. i told myself.. finally the POM project is over.. i really hate tat project, i thot food was the same pple from it, equally i hate it too, till development workshop, su told me tat i was same grp as her.. i was speechless, she put my name in tat project.. i told her no need fer that, is because i din done anything at all.. and i don deserve all tat. ... beginning of this last sem... i already din bother who my grp member were.. pple grp and i just say " yes, ok" ... i always bear this thought in mind..who m i choose my grp member..nv to deny tat i'm lazy also.. i need motivation.. i dun haf any. maybe i rely on friends too much.. i always tell pple.. " aiyah.. good friends... how many can u find in a life time?, we are moving on diff stages in life.. how many can manage to leave an imprint?" this is really the deepest feeling i had in my life. when all thing falls... u thought u still have hope.. there fly a bird up high... u look up full of hopes.. but the bird shit.. u got the feelings of duno who to blame.. when reaches home.. u reflect on wads happening just now.. u realised that.. its my own fault for choosing that road.

i'm sorry, not only to u.. to pple who cares.

tml gonna be last paper.. last day..
again i din know how to talk to u.