yeah yeah...
went club just now with rong and fen... hrm.. thou just 2 of us, we did enjoy ourself really... rong doesnt like to dance.. so kinda like left her 0ut bit here and there... sorry rong!!!! so me and fen really dance the nite away man.. lol..
Guess wad... i saw john .. i sms him " hey, u at DBL O?" he replied..
"yes! how u know"
well... goon ar goon.. of coz i saw u den u sms u mar.. ben dan... haha.. well i was asking him wher r u friends.. but he misheard tat i ask him whers ur Gf, he say broken off ler... and he did ask me bout william.. well.. me & william din contact anymore.. hrm... we dance bit.. den he say he gotta go l00k fer his friends... i bid bye to him and continue my nite...i told him not to ride as he was drinking.. but he say he is riding tonight.. so so.. u know u know.. i hope he's fine.. seeing him happy i'm happy too.. thou both of us nt together anymore.. he's selling car now.. and.. we din really chat in msn anymore.. cause he say he doesnt want to lead me on further.. john ar john.. :) god bless him bahz... well.. 3am i sms him telling him nite goon, take care.. he din replied.. is either he's tired or just don bother.. but my feelings say is DON BOTHER la.. but anywher.. it doesnt matter anymore.. he's a nice guy.. doesnt like gf to club, once together wif a ger, he's really possesive... wana control her so tight.. till no freedom.. maybe that's wad i like in him last time.. no guys haf ever able to control me.. wif him.. least when i meet my guy friend he will ask tis and that.. al0ttttt of question.. lol.. thou quite fan sometimes.. but.. i can see that he cares lots.. :) hope he and his ger will patch bah.. always break & patch.. duno wad happen..also..
hrm hrm hrm...so long nv club ler.. seeing so many pple at club make me feel lonely.. thou i haf friends round me.. but tats the inner feel tat counts.. i duno y i'm always on the negative side.. worst to worst of the situation i could think of always!
maybe there are already a world tat is build in me.. no pple could really understand and i'm just plain lazy to explain details to my concerns friends round me.. i hope someone could change me.. but till now.. every guy i met is just short term.. giving u the best of every girl's wish and hope to be a princess.. bring u on high fl00r.. gave u hope.. be prepare to jump.. but retreat back the parachute and let u fall on ur own.. its painful.. every feelings counts.. i treat r/s seriously.. but now.. trust me.. i'm really sick & tired of everything.. i came to understand whats E feeling of spin 1 round and go.. i tried pursue.. i tried everything.. i changed fer better.. but to no avail.. tis really sux .. i'm beggining to shift all my focus into my personal life such as sch or friends.. at least i'll get reciprocate in tat.. i see results.. i see h0w my treat me when i'm down.. shower me wif unlimit care & concerns.. they are really just a phone call away.. i realised what's impt and what's not.. sick & tired.......
mentally, physically.. i go zzz ler.. wan an Mr blogggggggggg
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