Rejecting of current life

... Phones changes us ... He's Constantly with games .. With his chats .. And I'm here blogging my dismay ... We have been together for 3 years plus .. Had lots of ups and down .. He games while driving sometimes ... He chat too... And I'm sitting beside him like ... A transparent figure when he's too engross in something .. He start to care a little when I make a fuss .... But only for a short time ... Ive got so much to say ... Dono how long will it last ... I know the day ends when I start to don't bother about anything ... I'm so tired of everything ... Maybe this is the midpoint of a relationship ... Dono whether can I take it..