bad day bad night...

we almost quarrel every time we meet nowaday.. i simple cant JUST SEE certain things he's doing .. and same goes to him.. we are almost blaming eveything what could happen on each other.. he says i'm stubborn and cant make a problem to a smaller problem den to nothing.. i says he's stupid of making me angry everytime.. where are all the loes we used to had..

i still remember him telling me that he loves my smile.. that will make his day.. and i still remember i always tell him no matter what hppen i'll be by his side..... but NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN... alot of damn things happened.. and those damn thing was almost unnecessary.. he blames me of controlling his freedom.. he blames me for not giving him time to spent with his friends.. he takes me to compare with his friend's gf... saying how great they were.. and i think back.. am i such a bad person.. i once told him.. in my life... i like simplicity.. if i got a bf.. i'll just put my every focus on him.. and also my family members.. friends are secondary matters.. he agreed on this last time.. but now.. he say how could i expect him to this and that.. we are not even married and issues like this raise up.. i'm really devastated.. we quarreled on basically simple minor things..his traffic fines.. the way he look at pple.. his etiquette.. mine side is .. my character.. he says i die die also want to win.. ( but i'm thinking... in a debate.. aint the person who can talked can outmost the opposite party?) that means the person talks with logic.. i'm devastated.. i've got so many complaints.. now even his family thinks i'm a bad girl.. because i stop going to his hse for dinner.. i felt bad.. i felt bad is because i dowan to compromised something which i felt its not the time yet.. i'm totally stuck at this work.. totally stuck.. i'm almost tired everytime afterwork.. be ion my shoes and u can feel my pain.
but everytime after quarrel.. i find that i still loves him the most..