sigh...on morning shift today... Yday was my dad's bday... Was also father's day too.. Felt so... Din know how to explain tat feeling.. Uptight.. Sigh.. 18th is the day my mum pushed me out to suffer.. LOL.. Knew she always said before tat she regretted giving birth to me thou.. I doubt this yr is going to be a memorial bday for me.. Y every year bday I always no money 1 .. I just hate that feeling.. Last yr also like tat.. Sigh... Just wanted to mia just like tat..

Sam...
he's someone I can't live without now.. No doubt we had times of quarrel, but it seems like he's the one always giving in ... And I become the xiao qi GUI .. But sometimes he really pissed me off.. Aiya I don't really like the feeling of having a relationship.. I think I lack of patience.. Time and also I don't like to repeat things..