Insane, Crazy

Married, yes..

This is actually the 2nd day we dint sms, we dint meet, even if yes, its just a glance towards. I dint know what i've done wrong. Ur friend could actually ask me why i could mention other guys infront of u.. and asked if i noticed the changes in ur facial expression. No, i dint notice. All along.. u always giving me hack care attitude, even when i could see or sense how u feel is never infront of ur friend. U acted so brave front infront of everyone.. like u needed no one.. u said i cant love yet cause ur married. U said giving us both 1 mth or so to prove that feeling.In the end i cant.. i walked to your side, and tell u " Lets stop playing that type of childish game " And u said ok.. things went smoothly.. i dint knew i could actually fall for u.. i dont scare of rumours at all, despite of pple knowing u were married.. and yes.. i heard of pple talking bout me and u discreetly..and pple could actually came out to me nowhere asking " am i with u" are u doing all this now to stop all these.. if yes .. can u pls tell me.. i can comply with that.. if not my heart is aching.. i dint know whats ur next step.. i'm lost.. i typed a long long sms but i dint send and backspaced all.. and thanks for all the avoiding.. tml.. i will do the same things too.. ur simply selfish.. u dint get to know the whole truth and u wronged me. its unfair. i hate u yet i like u that much. do u understand??