yop yop.. finally got my things done .. now jus waiting for them to call and give me the enlistment date.. really hope it will be before 25th aug.. if not i gonna go back msia sell DVD.. duhz.. sigh

Normally people which u hope u wont see them always tat COINCIDENT bump into.. imagine i can go westmall to have lunch wif a friend of mine.. and jus as we were heading to the carpark.. i bump into aboy's buddy.. his 1st sentence was like.. " Ur bf huh" duhz.. my reply was " No luh.. he already got a gf" .. den i start to EMO throughout the whole journey .. but i realy gotta thanks to guy friend of mine whom stood by me when i was really low in no matter in mood wise or money probs.. if not.. i wont be bloggin at home now.. gotta return him a favour when i start work.. finally.. i'm beginning to enjoy single life.. it aint tat bad.. i can game till i die without having to REPORT to anymore.. when i feel like going out.. i jus go.. no restrictions.. but but but.. my this kinda lifestyle gonna end soon which i'm quite happy and excited bout it.. i'm excited into getting training soon.. knowing new people.. doing tasks tat will keep my brain functioning.. duhz.. and.. most impt.. i finally can contribute help in this hse.. and my mum can load off a big burden.. and i can buy myself my 1st insurance.. poor mum lately have been a good friend of Mr Maggie Mee.. our hse still owns a 3 mths misc fee and installment for this hse.. sigh.. everytime when she starts grumbling bout hse issue.. it really makes me felt useless cause i can only hear and cant share a responsiblity in it.. aug coming.. my dad passed away 1 year ler.. its fast.. looking back.. i dint even know wtf i've achieved.. nothing basically.. been consoling myself not to look back .. since i've found a stable job.. a stable pay at least.. i need not to worry bout anything.. its jus the facts tat money can cure everything.. is it i'm over realistic.. i cant blame anymore but myself.. i realised that i have changed alot in myself.. like in attitude?? i din know a specific way to express that kinda feeling.. but i'm jus tired in everything around me.. maybe i got too much of REALISTIC problems to settle.. <> and are starting to neglect pple around me.. tat day supposed to meet up wif my friends.. dinner.. but i left a few bucks.. the lawyer called and ask to meet up at ubi, i went to meet the lawyer.. and din turn up to meet my friend.. i jus duno how to elaborate.. its like.. few dollar go out.. i will die.. and i still have to think this and tat.. i might s well stay home, pple ard me are all working adults, they got their own living expenses etc.. i dont own them a living.. i wont spent their money.. tats y i say.. when i got money.. everything will settle automatically.. so now i've just have to stay home and behave well.. and enjoy this PARASITE lifestyle..i think i go slp ler.. another 1 more week will decide my destiny, i supposed... i've just hope people ard me will understand me.. one day.. we can still be happy as before.. maybe as happy as.. share a pencil and a book in class? =)

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