Sigh

I think he's out to make my life suffer ya..i kinda hate tat feeling now.. duhz.. he sms me a couple days ago and i dint reply.. and yday night he sms again.. izit the i dont have feelings fer him anymore so i dint reply him.. this sms makes me wonder a few hrs before replying him.. my hp was low on credit.. so i uses websms to reply him back.. he replied thru there.. and he said i could have called him instead.. y wana make me till this extend.. and i asked him whether we are still together.. he say WAIT is all he could say.. he says he still loves me as ever.. but is just that he wanted to do his things 1st.. omg.. izit it so lyrical.. i hate this.. i'm giving up.. whats being together and his things is two seperate matters.. i replied him a CHILDISH and i log off and head to bq to drink.. i got home at 7am.. i was friggin high.. we almost finished tat btl over at raining bar..cause they closes at 2am.. and we head over to QB bar.. and we finish up another btl.. i was really down.. but i dint wana show them how sad i was cause the answer i would get from them is.. ay... jus forget this bastard.. worthless.. yeahz... i reached home and left offline message over at the MSN fer him.. i told him never to sms and make my life upside down again.. .. go ahead and be that naive person and don drag me down.. i din wanted to WAIT cause i dint know how to wait in a r/s.. gosh.. its making us like shooting some love story movie.. u think wad.. we in taiwan.. WAIT.. koazx.. dear boy.. u seen too much taiwan drama.. what is wait.. why wana waste time on this.. i m that type of person when i know i want and i like i will grab hold.. and not WAIT... why wana make things turn to WHAT IF when u can do it right now.. i aint gonna be naive with u.. go find another girl who will willing to WAIT.. damn .. i din know whats the problem is with us now.. m i not good gf.. or izit he's having his own problem.. i was puzzled by this kinda question over a week.. and now i told myself... never to let this shit in my mind again.. insane..

i've been dying to go bangkok.. any1 up fer this idea?