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chatted wif u this noon, believes tat i still gt feelings fer u thou it might be a jus a moment.. u found ur NSA.. n i m disappointed...last time when we are together, always hear u saying tis ger tat ger still like u.. and never did i know today it will be me.. :)
told me tat u gonna h0liday wif her.. makes me think.. i duno.. i m just disappointed.. thou e time we together not long.. but i simply cant forget the time... damn.. who the hell talk more den 10 hrs of fone and last time i did was like pri sch???
who the hack spending more den 6 hrs sitting down coffeeshop and canal talking non stop... and i went straight to school and u go work after 1 or 2 hrs of slp... still remb when i off work i go down ur hse find u.. damn.. all this memories jus flash thru everytime. i got to know al0t of pple.. but y cant each 0f dem jus sub u . Maybe ya ambitious tat ur giving everything up.. all i can say now is maybe and maybe.. why the time when we spent are totally different when we are together? we seems lesser to talk on and topics we are gettin on serious... :/ i don like.. its over.. its been a mth. u told me 2 PERSON ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER.. BUT THE PATH THEY ARE TAKING ARE DIFFERENT.. tat really hits me.. u say UR A GOOD GER, G0 GET A G00D GUY... if i m a g00d ger den why we are turning like tis.. i must not be a g00d ger to let u realised tat.. i still believes. i really believes.. but why cant let me believes turn into truth. its been weeks since my tears drop.. i been keeping myself busy.. but.. i really did delete ur contact in my msn.. but i din block u.. wtf.. ya, i post tis to let u know. if ever 1 day u be reading tis..
why the way u talk like u still miss me? is tis another fishing game? i m villies leh.. y m i into tis state of being taken 1 round and spin like no ple care.. why pple i fancy on doesnt reciprocate. thos i dislike stick to me like fuck!. cb.. i m tired.. why cant be like norm? i hate u always.. but i like always too : )