while i was on my way home.. there was two secondary ger.. shld be sec 1 bahz... they were saying " hey, when's 0ur hammy celebrating their 1st anni?" *puzzled* hamster g0t married...too eng liao ar.. l0l.. hrm.. but tat was cute thou.. memories of my childh00d came by then.. :p but my childh00d doesnt involved barbie dolls,playdoll.. or ya.. i did play legos.. muahaha.. still remember times tat i cried cried and cried to beg my father be the warrior and battle wif me wif legos models.. omg~ n0w that he's gone.. again i felt i lost ... tat feeling somehow.. sigh..i lack of someone to pampered me.. duno y recently kept repeating this song by lee sheng jie_-_zhui_jin..
ay... i m not tat sad anymore as compared to last few mths when my dad passed away.. his departure makes me an stronger person.. maybe even more strong.. not to let anything to fall on me.. but if it will.. means it will ler :) wo hao xiang ni.. papa
i m totally lost at this two semester.. duno wtf i m doing.. feels tat no pple could really understand my random mood swings.. lol.. hard to believe tat i, myself cant even capture myself truely.. not knowing what i want now.. or maybe i jus want my bike license as soon as possible.. and after i got my bike... den i got no other motivation anymore.. arrrrr~! i wanted to learn dancing too.. omg.. things i m going fer are simply impractical.. l0l.. l00k, i m a hotelier.. and stuffs tat i m engaging now are really irrelevant.. muahahah.. maybe this is my L0ST stage yeahz.. let it be bahz.. let me fall.. if n0t i wont able to stand and experience.. th0s pple tat are frequent to my bl0g might be disappointing in me.. but no worries k.. especially.. names like rong & eunice.. or even lain.. well.. : ) believe me k.. i'll be alright..
and also realised tat wad fault i m in a relationship.. i m simply too demanding.. maybe they cant shower me tat kinda concerned which my dad did.. ... i wanted to cry as i like.. n0t cry baby.. but.. i can as emo situation like.. when i saw two cats hugging each 0ther.. cry is because.. they showed me tat there are still pure moments.. eh.. duno pure moments is e rite words to describe not.. but is simple.. very true ler.. the feeling, the moment.. and i will quarrel wif aunties if they mistreat their children in market.. kpo eh me.. l0l.. but when i picked a wallet.. i will return the documents.. not money.. if small amt i return.. big amt i keep... i m trueful h0r~! if pple over change me.. i keep quiet.. if shortchange me i demanding.. :p when my bf asleep i like to wake him up... and hug him.. suddenly tell him i love him.. lol.. they say me siao.. i have more guys fren compared to gers.. because all 0f them treat me br0ther lor.. :p lol.. THIS IS ME!! DON CHANGE ME!! and if i got money.. i might become yaya... but pple around me gains.. l0l.. th0s i dislike.. i change 5 cent to buried them :p .. $$ to me aint that impt when i m financially 0k.. but when n0 $$... ang hun als0 marlb0ro to me.. take bus lack of 10 cent also must bargain wif uncle jus to let me g0 home :/ the m0st tell uncle say i stand l0r.. don sit.. wakakak... sh0pping most jialat.. a 40 bucks jacket can let me bargain till 20 bucks.. is n0t the $$ matter.. l0l.. i jus want to win.. i m crazy.. once i went ECP.. 4am.. jump into water... and g0t myself fiaking sick next day.. lol.. went coffeeshop order teh 0 and auntie came i t0ld her is teh o peng~ *w00t* auntie feel like killing me sia.. lol.. can tear away 50 bucks if i m angry.. and i will never regret.. life simple happy for me now if i see more than 10 sticks of cigarette in my ciggy b0x.. n0w.. i m avoidin some pple.. and i'm staying home and home~.. g00d news tat my mum jus ends her three mths contract wif her company.. wow.. again.. we are facing finance problems again.. but but but~! this doesnt stop me from getting bike.. :/ m i bad.. i told her my plans.. intially she disagreed.. but after tat.. she's ok.. cause it can really cut down my transport by half.. sigh...
readers.. do u understanding wad i m bloggin? here a bit there a bit... lol.. don understand nvm.. jus close browser.. :p
again.. i m l00king down at carpark again.. wtf i m doing.. i m bored.. i g0nna g0 zzz and h0pefully can wake up later to learn my econs later.. :) * HOPEFULLY*